Saturday, June 14, 2003

its pouring outside, kinda makes out wat i'm feeling inside. tired like hell this week. firstly we did some runs i think. first run was abt 1.6k with slopes. i did a surprisingly 7'45. although compared to 2.4, its a little slow, but den there were killer slopes and i hadnt run for ages since the last soccer session. den we continued for the second run after a min of rest. 1.2k this time and i surprised myself with 5'07 and i came in second in my squad, damn, i didnt know i could run that well, wahaha. kiddin k. den the last run was 800m and i did a ok 2'35. hmm, overall not too bad. i must aim gold for my ippt though, got money to take ma. talking abt money, i think the pay came in liao lo. they say its 680, woo hoo.think i'm going to get a new handphoe lo, hopefully.

the another thing of this week is first aid lesson, i learnt cpr and rescue breathing. it kinda reminded me of something though. nth much, just that my ex was a first aider and she did a rescue breathing on me once, just for fun, haha. i remembered my lungs rilly did blew up lo. the teacher was a little funnily serious. in case u don know wat it means, it means he tell jokes seriously, haha. he will go, the manniquin has an adam apple not to tell u whether its a he or she, but for the tester to fail u. coz u got to know the exact position of the arteries to check for pulse. it might not seem funny now, but believe me k, haha.

the next thing is bravo nite, its a nite where trainees come together to enjoy themselves. a little like prom if u wan to think it this way. i got this freaking shock when they kiddinly said that u need to bring a date with u or else u will be confined, haha. again reminded me of some nonsense that i didnt believe when a fren told me that. but the more impt thing is that every squad needs to put up an item and yes, i might just be performing again. but i haven been in touch with the elements for some time and there had been some more prblems still with my other frens, wonder if i can still break or get some practise or not. hopefully den, i wan to feel the adrenline rush to me again, since i am going to miss the dancefest performance that my frens are putting up. dance fest is a little sentimental thing that i keep in my mind coz thats when i got to perform the first time in my life and thats how i got to know my first gf, and of coz, first and only. and ya, i'm in charged of money matters for the event, haiz, sai kang again.

the last thing is yesterdae. i haven slpt for 32 and a half hrs so far liao. eyes red and closing, the reason for not slping is due to performing guard duties for 24 hrs and den till now i haven get my slp yet lo. but i think its a rather nice experience for me lo. long time no stay awake for so long liao, since the last chalet, haha. lately i got to borrow this cd from my fren, its called jupiter by local artiste tanya chua and i give it five stars lo. english jazz, not bad i would say.

k la, think i go and bath first and get some food and den see if i can get some quality slp lo.
rain stopped liao anyway
till den u all take care and good luck in watever u need luck in.

peace out \/
gilbert at 12:39 AM [comment]

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